In life we usually see things that haven’t yet occurred for ourselves. Hopes, dreams, aspirations.
When I was little I dreamed of getting through my school years with ease and growing up to be a young woman with a relatively bright future ahead of herself. Basically get through life stages within the required time frame (requirements made by society). So I did anyways and I still want more.
On the 8th Of April 2014 I celebrated the culmination of years of hard work at Varsity. The feelings I experienced that day are contrary to what’s knocking on the door presently. I’ve been warned about the cutthroat challenges that my older peers are dealing with in the working world and I’m about to head-butt with those in the near future.
I’m scared, to say the least, but I’m more concerned about getting to the pointed piece of the rock in my own life. “A degree ain’t enough” are the messages being passed around in my head. “Are you where you want to be?” I ask myself, and a big fat NO!! pops up.
Oh, the pressures of this life we live in….. So I’m still trying to figure out the next step after all was said and done at Westiville Campus Sports Centre this past Tuesday. I know I’m not stagnant but I want to move way quicker than I am right now.
God’s timing will reveal all. I’m positive. And I should exit this mode I’m always in, PANIC.